missing the point

my heart is broken i guess and i don't think i can relate to other people

it's amazing, i've been writing in this blog for nearly ten years and i haven't changed all that much

my writing has probably gotten worse in that time

i miss feeling like i'm part of something, but i'm just nothing, i'm just nothing aren't i

i wish someone still loved me like i was once a lovable person

i love so many people and yet i love no one

i love no one

i am no one

and that's okay i guess