i thought I would have something to write upon coming here but it doesn't appear so.
soaking in the music, trying to keep this feeling of indifference for as long as I can.
it's nicer than sadness, it's better than those spikes of pure joy that last mere seconds
and still i would rather feel this nothingness
I have already met the love of my life but we are not realizing yet
and there is someone in this world with eyes further apart than mine
"when i grow up I want to be nothing at all"
"hey" easy for you to say "i don't know, i think I'm in love with him."
and I'm sorry is no excuse for what I've done.
i'm a monster but I love it.
