i wish there could be but there is no hint of it, even in my voice. my sadness now consumes me and I wish I could stop it but i can't.
i don't feel worthy of it and I wish I could I wish for a lot of things.
i wish I could distract myself from these things I don't even know WHY i'm sad. there is something in a good song that makes the teeth in the grin peek out just slightly. are you alone? are you actually or is it just a feeling?
i am nothing and i wish i couldn't feel this. but I can. it's a burden? a blessing? the curse, the love, the only thing i wish I could look for in you. ssso unrealistic. i can't help but hope for something more than what I am seeing.
