Tuesday, October 06, 2009

if i was stronger i would tear you apart

never, never, never will I ever in all my endeavors encounter someone stronger than you

and i see the old men caterwaul and the young ones hold hands, smoking their first cigarettes. you are art, you know, the subtleties in rain and the fog smeared on window panes. I can see you in technicolor and crisp grey, and this will never be a song for you. (except that it is. expect an uproar.)

i wanna riot. I wanna rip up the streets and tear out your vicious words, kill you with kindness and softspoken affirmations. you wanted me to write you words you couldn't understand, so here you go. something to hold on to.

arent you proud of me? I've written something worth sharing and letting go.