i wish i were less brittle than i am
"sensory overload, everything's turned up to 11, please don't bother me"
"get the fuck over yourself, this is why you have no friends"
and i think i'm sick of people depending on me for everything because i don't have all the answers
and i think i'm sick of myself depending on people for everything because they don't have the answers
and i think i'm just fucking sick
i'm freezing cold but too lazy to heat up my coffee
i'm never hungry
always tired
never wanting to do anything always wanting to drink always wanting to walk until i collapse
i don't want to see anyone but i can't stand being alone
that paradox always always always
fuck
