we watched sesame street in math. I felt ALIVE and whole. maybe i'm only good enough for reaching out to the young. maybe i'm stuck here forever.
you make me feel guilt but i love you so don't die on me. DON'T, because i don't think i can bear life without you.
soft bear, you don't know problems. I can hug you and hug you and hug you but I will still feel the pain.
and it never ends and it never ends
HUSH. you're so sweet when you're silent.
and I will not follow you. you are beautiful so why am I so complacent?
